Broken-Opals

on a day like today, when the world feels so large, and your the smallest thing to everyone else. i hold a letter for  you, in the palm of my hand, and yet i cant seem to move it away. when i think of the words, and the colours they paint, they force me to shy away. on days like today, would you throw it all away, for a second chance at life, at love? but days like today, exaust all the will, and the hope that you held inside, for when you look in the mirror, what will you see? a tatterd husk of what once was.

Not worth saying Not worth hearing Not worth throwing your chance away Not worth hurting Not worth feeling not worth holding you all at bay. so i held on to another hope, and so i wonder'd where it all would go, and then i wonder'd if it was set in stone, and so i hold on when i should let go. Not worth saying Not worth hearing Not worth throwing your chance away Not worth hurting Not worth feeling not worth holding you all at bay. so tear me apart, for the choices that have, torn me away, and hate me again, misguided as i always have been. and i realize that some things seem to burn so bright, and i realize that im goin

I know a girl who makes me smile, My dreamboat floating on, Through the dark sky. I know a girl who makes me cry, I hope one day, She'll finally learn why. One day I walked along the shore, Squinting I saw, A dreamboat floating on, But then the clouds opened up, And swept me in the wake of your dreamboat. Floundering, I reached out to you, Broken on the edge That I can breathe through. Down and out you reached to grasp my hand, Ribbons of red silk floating Through the night sky. Bleeding out through my palm, Retract your hand, To watch me bleed out. My Dreamboat rose, from out the depths came you. And from your mouth, S

try to hold on, while you stumble upon, all of your hopes, your fears, heightening the pain, laugh it all away, they're all just one and the same like a mask, elaborate, speaking words of silence, forcing me, compelling me, diverging into violence well ill break you down, spin you around, i might loose control, its one in the same, no ones to blame, you've done this on your own puppet strings, cut again, I'm falling to the ground, bleeding and, crawling now, I've got you on the ground, well ill break you down, spin you around, i try to loose control, its one and the same, don't twist the blame, you've brought this on

hey, i really miss you, and there is something have to say. your the only girl thats ever been able to really confuse me, and make me question my confidence. its like you play with my feelings without trying, even though i know you do. remember when you texted me "do you love me?" ? i swear, my heart missed a beat, it fealt like id just been punched in the chest, and i didnt know what to say. so i lied and i said that i didnt know. i later told you that i did, becuase i figured that you had just assumed i did. even before then, you played me like a harp, becuase i had liked you after only a sort time knowing you. it didnt take long for the fe